But sometimes I feel everything means nothing. Whether you have a dream and your passion and love drive you work hard towards what you want which sometimes takes a lot of risk and fear, or you want more stable feelings and life and just be happy. There are no difference.One of those days when I get tired of getting emotional.
I'm not so emotional lately. Well... for the last couple of days??? It's easy being like that. I'm just happy being on tour with The Big Pink. It's amazing.
So I don't care that I've been getting some crap from losers posting shit on my blog telling me to die, calling me a Jap whore or I'm getting a big headed.
Or some annoying fans getting too obsessed with my blog posting weird comments. Freaks!
I obviously don't publish these comments.
But these things make me feel why should I have to share my blog diary with you?
I don't know you. You don't know me. I don't owe you anything.
Then I just thought about it again, I'm always gonna get some shit. Most of people are really cool, just enjoying reading my adventures. I also still want my friends to know what I've been up to. That was the reason why I started my blog. I wanted to keep in touch with my friends.
I've received many messages like these from my friends and also fans. Thank you. I'm still alive and having a great time. x x x
19 comments:
Glad you're back despite the freaks and jerks. Looking forward to the Boston show on Saturday.
I can't believe people were/are leaving obnoxious comments, what absolute fucking cretins!! I don't blame you for getting upset, but you know what? THEY DON'T EXIST - they would never say it to your face because they're spineless sacks of shit, as soon as you press delete it's gone. FUCK 'EM ALL KEEX!!! You know you who your friends are and we all love you!! =x=
Haha! How could anyone be nasty to you of all people! You seem lovely! Definitely dont listen to these retards thats have nothing better to do! Keep posting your food, your good times your life, keeping doing it!
LOVE x
Wow, glad your blog is back open to read. It was locked for days, how come?
WOW. Listen, I really enjoy the blog, your pictures, funny comments etc. PLEASE don't let the small minority of doofus asshats spoil it for the normal folk. U r awesome. Keep Blogging. TY peace and God bless u.
i'm so glad your blog isn't private anymore! :D
i missed reading about your tour and all the fun you're having haha :)
We all missed you and your blogging! My life had no direction without it :( x
Welcome back! I stumbled upon your blog back in November after I saw The Big Pink play in Boston. I think it's great and your adventures are fun to follow! Forget the freaks out there. Akiko-chan gakkoii da yo <3
See you guys in Boston in a few days!!
XO
Karen
Lepetitefemme.blogspot.com
don't worry about it ! internet is jerk paradise, even moreso than real life because they can hide behind a computer screen.
if you feel your private life gets invaded or freaky stalkerish comments don't make you feel safe you can always block things and you don't have to justify doing that.
as i said before i love your bands, i come here because i like to read updates on some of my favourite bands like other blogs. shutting it down is a bit of a bummer but it's your choice and people just have to understand and accept it and i'm sure anyone with some common sense understands and respects that.
keex, these trolls are a part of online life unfortunately. don't let them get to you. at least you have to power to choose what you want to publish and what not.
take care,
vern
It's good to have you back on board. Fuck all the weirdos (although not literally) losers like that will eventually get what they deserve. Your blog is a great entertaining read and as my boyfriend and I are both fans of The Big Pink it's a double bonus.
Do what you do because you do it well, live your dreams and chase down the stars x.
Miss, one of the best things you can learn to do in life, is to not give a damn what other people think about you. Humans are naturally jealous of anyone they see being successful at what they love to do.
You are a great artist, you play magnificently on your kit, and you are playing some of the coolest, finest music to come along in decades, not since the 60s have there been such sounds....and I know since I was in it then, hah! (I'm dating myself) You and your band mates are setting new ground in the finest traditions of modern rock and roll. So girl, bloody fuck the people who 'criticize what they can't understand', and play on and on and on. "Livin' on the road my friend, is gonna make you free and clean, now you wear your skin like iron, and your breath's as hard as kerosene..." Respectfully, Larry Leon
I send you a lot of love and magic. You and the whole band (and Geegee of course !) bring me a lot of joy. Thank you so much ! Can't wait to see you again in Paris. Clement.
the world belongs to hustlers, not haters and for that,,,they are jealous. ignore them they have nothing better to do. very glad your back enjoy reading all your shit. it makes me smile.
comanechi, comanechi >o<
I love ur blog!! is better than most people in fact, have fun on tour!
some people are really mean, I love reading your blog, your life is amazing, good luck with the tour :)
Hello there,
I don't know you and you don't know me, but I like what you are doing! Love reading your blog, and the Japanees twist about food, the funny commnets, reflections on the life style that so many people want. Don't mind those jelous ones. Good luck with your creative work and contributions.
Irina
i'm just a random fan who fucking loves PRE and Comanechi. yet, i've read your blog every day for a year now and i've come to appreciate your pictures and your honesty just as much as your music. while i was upset that your blog went private, i can totally understand for someone in your position to go private. but i'm fucking pumped now that it's back. your blog, just as much as your music, brings me entertainment on a daily basis.
unfortunately i was out of town for your show in my hometown of Cleveland. instead, i'll be making the 1100+ km trip to atlanta to see your guys' show in a couple weeks. this is only the 2nd time i've commented on here so pardon this posting from such a random fan, but i just wanted to say thanks.
i saw you last night in boston! really fantastic.
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