Everyone has their own life stories. Shit times, great times....
But sometimes I feel everything means nothing. Whether you have a dream and your passion and love drive you work hard towards what you want which sometimes takes a lot of risk and fear, or you want more stable feelings and life and just be happy. There are no difference.
One of those days when I get tired of getting emotional.
I'm not so emotional lately. Well... for the last couple of days??? It's easy being like that. I'm just happy being on tour with The Big Pink. It's amazing.
So I don't care that I've been getting some crap from losers posting shit on my blog telling me to die, calling me a Jap whore or I'm getting a big headed.
Or some annoying fans getting too obsessed with my blog posting weird comments. Freaks!
I obviously don't publish these comments.
But these things make me feel why should I have to share my blog diary with you?
I don't know you. You don't know me. I don't owe you anything.
Then I just thought about it again, I'm always gonna get some shit. Most of people are really cool, just enjoying reading my adventures. I also still want my friends to know what I've been up to. That was the reason why I started my blog. I wanted to keep in touch with my friends.I've received many messages like these from my friends and also fans. Thank you. I'm still alive and having a great time. x x x